it was but same morning
when a new-fangled feeling ensued,

she was by my bed side …
looking for something,

glancing here n there ...
she was ignorant of my gaze,

too closed!!!
to make me smell her freshly wet hair …
to make me listen to the rhythm of her breaths,

I was engrossed by the ecstasy
and too wrapped up with the whim,

but all of a sudden!
fragrance got fade..
and the rhythm diminished,

I opened my eyes …
she was leaving
because she found
what she was in search of,

without knowing ...
that at the very same moment
I lost myself