[»-(¯`v´¯)-» єαѕнєℓ »-(¯`v´¯)-»]

It's not that I wanna have it, it's just that I wanna deserve it.

 

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[»-(¯`v´¯)-» єαѕнєℓ »-(¯`v´¯)-»]

Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand.

 

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[»-(¯`v´¯)-» єαѕнєℓ »-(¯`v´¯)-»]

I didn't want to admit it. It was easier to lie. Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.

 

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[»-(¯`v´¯)-» єαѕнєℓ »-(¯`v´¯)-»]

I've learned it takes years to build up trust, but only seconds to destroy it.

 

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[»-(¯`v´¯)-» єαѕнєℓ »-(¯`v´¯)-»]

Life doesn't hurt until you think about how much things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it was your fault.

 

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[»-(¯`v´¯)-» єαѕнєℓ »-(¯`v´¯)-»]

I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain.

 

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[»-(¯`v´¯)-» єαѕнєℓ »-(¯`v´¯)-»]

Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense? Well that's how I feel right now...I feel like I'm facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and a fake smile...

 

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[»-(¯`v´¯)-» єαѕнєℓ »-(¯`v´¯)-»]

When I cry at night, the only thing I can think to myself is...
how can I seem so---perfectly fine in the morning. Why do I smile like nothing is wrong?
And how does not one single person notice that I'm not okay?

 

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[»-(¯`v´¯)-» єαѕнєℓ »-(¯`v´¯)-»]

Teardrops slowly fall from my eyes as I look to the sky, and I question how come life keeps passing me right on by.
I just wonder why I can't escape, is this my fate?
To always be unhappy and how much longer must I wait...

 

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[»-(¯`v´¯)-» єαѕнєℓ »-(¯`v´¯)-»]

Words hurt more than anything else can, because they last, sometimes forever.

 

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